Whether it‘s Bo‘s, Pei‘s, or anything that has something to do with me.

At that time, I was hesitating for a moment.

I think, no matter how severe a person is, it is impossible to grind all the traces clean. May I really think too much?

However, such perfection really makes me never find the real feeling.

Even at night, when Carl hugged me and kissed me, I subconsciously rejected and my panic at Carl was obvious.

It is a kind of fear emanating from the heart.

As if, the man in front of me is a devil, a devil who dragged me into hell completely.

However, the current relationship between Carl and me should not be like this? What went wrong? I can‘t understand, as long as I think deeply, my brain will hurt terrible.

Several times, in the middle of the night, when Carl was away, I sat quietly by the French window and looked at the scenery outside the window, but suddenly there were some inexplicable fragments. Once I stopped remembering, I wanted to scream and scream again.

I can‘t break through my own barrier.

The apartments in the suburbs of Beijing, the excessively real and perfect world here, have also driven me crazy.

However, I do not deny that the relationship between Carl and me, except at night, is the most harmonious and desirable relationship between men and women.

Quiet and peaceful.

As a result, I knew that all peace and quietness were hypocritical and were bought at the cost of blood and life.

Such quietness is dirtier than any storm.

… …

On this day, as always, I walked along the private plank road of the villa in the suburbs of Beijing. The scenery here was very good. Although I could not see the prosperous night scene of Haicheng, I could see patches of sea.

I am used to taking a walk in the evening.

He will accompany me when Carl is here, and I will come by myself when Carl is away.

Only in winter, the temperature here is much lower than that in the urban area, so I will surround myself tightly. It seems that my body is especially weak after such a small childbirth.

Even after recuperation, I became ruddy and rich, but I became extremely afraid of the cold.

But that doesn‘t stop me from looking at the sea－

I have always thought that after my death, my ashes can be sprinkled on the sea, so that I can go wherever I want with the waves.

Maybe, I think I‘m better, I should go around the world.

Over the past few years, I have paid too much, but I have forgotten my true self.

When I was young, I used to think of the world around the world.

… …

Suddenly－

"Summer?" Someone stopped me, but the voice was somewhat confused.

I turned my head and quickly recognized the person in front of me. It was Zhou Huai‘an.

I said hello politely： "Senior, long time no see."

In my time memory, it is true that I haven‘t seen Zhou Huai‘an for a long time. My memory has been broken for half a year. When my words were spoken, I could obviously feel Zhou Huai‘an‘s consternation.

Soon, Zhou Huai‘an said, "Why haven‘t we seen each other for a long time? Didn‘t we only see each other last month?"

"Last month, I was in America." I froze.

Zhou Huai‘an was also puzzled： "Clearly, last month, you still lived in your mother‘s apartment, and I also helped you find Pei Zhao. How is it possible that you are in the United States?"

I was completely shocked.

What does Pei Zhao need Zhou Huai‘an to investigate?

What exactly happened?

However, Zhou Huai‘an did not have the need to cheat me, and his eyes did not look like a liar. So, it was Carl who cheated me? What did Carl do so many flawless things to hide?

"What has happened to you?" Zhou Huai‘an is very sensitive, "why are you in an apartment in the suburbs of Beijing? I remember that you went to live in a villa in Carl."

I didn‘t say anything.

"I came to visit my clients today, but I didn‘t expect to see you." Zhou Huai‘an did explain, "You－"

I listened quietly to Zhou Huai‘an‘s words, and then looked at him like this： "Senior, have I been in Haicheng all this time?"