I was stunned： "..."

This feeling, how like the newly married couple said.

I suddenly don‘t understand my current relationship with Carl.

Carl, on the other hand, stroked my face. The thin cocoon－covered finger abdomen stroked my skin so thinly. He looked at me like this for a long time.

Then Carl said lightly, "When you are ready, let‘s get married."

At this point, I was really surprised： "Carl－"

"A year later, we got married." Carl said every word, but repeated it again and again, saying it very directly.

My eyes suddenly turned red.

At least in my cognition, I think it is impossible for Carl and I to come to this step. No matter how much this person likes me, it is impossible for him to give me the status of Mrs. Bo.

Now everything is like a dream.

I muttered to myself, "Why?"

"No reason." Carl did not explain anything, "if you want to get married, you get married. Besides, I am old enough to get married."

At this point, Carl pinched my face： "Or do you not want to marry me?"

I froze.

I thought I would rejoice when I heard Carl‘s question, but I found that I was extremely calm and even some rejection in my heart.

Is it to reject marrying Carl?

I don‘t understand my reaction, but I hide it very well. Since I woke up in America, there are too many things I can‘t explain.

Although, all the explanations seem foolproof.

However, the more perfect the explanation without loopholes is, the most untrue it is.

"What do you think?" Carl asked me again.

I thought for a moment and said truthfully, "It‘s too untrue."

But Carl didn‘t know what I was thinking, but smiled low. The smile was very sexy. I didn‘t speak and lowered my head quietly.

Carl seems to be used to my sex appeal and doesn‘t mind very much.

"I‘ll make you what you want." Carl changed the subject.

"Why are you suddenly so kind to me?" I sank, asked the man, and then told the truth, "I remember, before we went to the United States, we were in the Cold War, and I had a big fight with you because of work."

"I feel guilty for you and want to understand." Carl said, "If I don‘t do this, you won‘t quarrel with me, you won‘t have this trip to the United States, and there won‘t be anything behind. It‘s just that there is no regret medicine in this world. Fortunately, God didn‘t give up on me and let you come back to me."

This is a saying of deep affection and heavy righteousness.

I bowed my head and did not speak. These words, I do not deny, really lifted ripples in my heart.

Carl, on the other hand, stopped talking about this and went out.

I rest in my room.

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During this period of time, I was well protected by Carl, so I lived in a villa in the suburbs of Beijing. Anyone here who took care of me was carefully ed by Carl.

Carl accompanied me at the villa almost all the time except for his business trip. Gradually, I got used to Carl‘s company. When this person was away, I was somewhat lost.

However, I also hide this loss very well. I have never been a person who likes to show his emotions.

Most of the time, I was growing flowers, resting, and under Carl‘s meditation, I no longer looked fragile. Even my complexion began to ruddy, and people followed suit.

Even, most of the time I have an illusion that Carl and I are husband and wife, a married old wife.

After dinner, this person will accompany me for a walk. When I get up in the morning, this person will make breakfast.

He will invite the florist to let me take the class I want to take.

But gradually for a long time, I felt something was wrong. I always felt that Carl blocked contact with my outside world again, or let me live in the world he d for me.

A peaceful world with only Carl.

And I don‘t know all the rich wolves, tigers and leopards outside the world.

That kind of feeling is not peace of mind, but a feeling of falling uneasy.

I also inquire about all kinds of news on my mobile phone and computer, but it seems that what I find is all positive news and no negative news.