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第265章 Chapter two hundred and sixty-fifth to the United States 4
In the large villa, all the people are very careful and nervous about me.
Carl seems to be with me even more. I am in Philadelphia, and he is also in Philadelphia. He has never left. My every move is in Carl‘s sight.
For my situation, it seems that everyone is already helpless.
Including this authoritative attending doctor in the United States, whether it is psychotherapy, hypnotherapy or drug therapy, it seems that it has no effect on me at all.
My good time is much lower than my bad time.
I am forcing myself and everyone around me.
I think, to go to hell, then let‘s go to hell together. When I go to hell, I will calculate these again. When I was born, I will never be able to calculate the accounts.
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This is my second month in the United States and Carl‘s second month with me.
Carl is the only one left in my world, but my patience with Carl has reached its limit. It seems that as long as this person appears in my world, I begin to become restless.
After that, such agitation will become more and more obvious.
If I had just fallen into illusion before, now, my situation has led me to hurt myself and hurt myself continuously.
In the end, the doctor couldn‘t bear to give me stability, and Carl also moved out of the villa at the doctor‘s request. He bought the villa next door to take care of me.
Everyone felt that Philadelphia was a very safe place for me.
There are no memories of the past here, which can let me recuperate slowly.
As a result, there are still many points that can trigger my abnormalities at any time, such as parents playing with children on the street and people pushing baby carriages.
It was a sunny afternoon.
Accompanied by medical staff, I took a walk in the park near the villa. I just looked at everything around me callously and did not respond.
After all, drugs still have some effects, which can inhibit the tension and agitation of my nerves.
These people who walk back and forth in front of my eyes, whether residents or tourists, cannot lift my waves.
Until a young couple appeared in front of me-
At that moment, I really hated my English so well that I could clearly understand every meaning of them. If I could choose, I would rather be a deaf person who could not hear.
"Dear, infertility is not a big problem now. We have failed artificial insemination and we can also choose test tubes."
"The doctor did not say that my sperm and your egg are fine, but your uterine environment is not good, and finding a surrogate mother can realize the dream of having children."
… …
These simple words, however, sensitively stimulate my nerves.
No matter what, the somebody else will not be a dead end, but I, already in the matter of being a mother, have been artificially forced to a dead end, even have no right to resist, and have been completely deprived.
I lost my uterus and my ovaries and fallopian tubes were removed.
I don‘t even have a chance to find a surrogate mother.
In my life, I should have had two children, but one had already left before forming a human form, and the other, clearly able to live, had no hope of life.
Since then, I have no chance.
"Ah, ah, ah-" I screamed.
That horrible memory once again returned to my mind. I was crazy to destroy myself. The psychological treatment during this period of time has long lost any meaning.
The doctor was frightened by me and the people around him looked at me in consternation.
Even before everyone could react, suddenly, an agile figure rushed out and hugged me tightly.
The low magnetic voice rang in my ear again.
However, this sentence has really become an end to my nightmare and a turning point that looks like a turning point.
"Don‘t do this, Summer, don‘t do this." Carl hugged me and did not loosen me. "Don‘t do this, it will be fine. We can adopt one child. As long as you like, we can adopt several."
Ha ha-
Adoption!
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