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After Deng Frame came, after Carl found out that I took the medicine without authorization, Carl‘s control over me became obviously stricter, and he followed me closely.

Even if I go back to Bo‘s meeting, I will take me with me.

However, the rising waves around me have long been filmed by Carl. When the Bo Group saw Carl and I appear together, they were also respectful to me.

Deng Frame, however, seems to have disappeared and has not reappeared in my world.

I inquired about the child through channels.

The other party told me that after the transplant, the child was really better, but such a good thing was like a flash in the pan. Soon, he fell into fever and coma again. This time, it was really out of control. All the viruses evolved at a speed that you could not imagine.

Day by day, it is devouring crazily.

In the end, the other side said, even if it won‘t last long, it is too difficult for modern medicine to maintain life. If it weren‘t for Carl family‘s money, ordinary people would have died long ago.

When I heard this, I looked numb.

I don‘t feel any distress, but my mind will think about my child over and over again. My child died on the operating table of the hospital.

It‘s too late to even open your eyes and see the world.

But I know that Carl just wants me to be quiet at night.

However, the quiet at night, in return for the restlessness during the day, my mood, in the sun, is more and more abnormal.

In the Bo Group, I heard people‘s careless comments about me several times： "Why did Boss Carl bring that crazy woman? It‘s terrible."

Yes, I am terrible.

When I think of Pei Zhao, I will hallucinate and regard anyone who appears beside me as Pei Zhao. I will hold him to death and don‘t want him to fall.

However, I seemed to hear nothing of the screams, protests and fears of the other party. I kept muttering to myself and lived completely in my own world.

Even when I see people around me or the parenting channel discussing children, I can‘t help screaming and covering myself.

Don‘t talk about others, I can‘t stand myself.

My illness is getting worse and worse.

The people around me also kept pointing fingers at me, but Carl was the only one who did not respond to me and took me to see a doctor.

But when the doctor saw my condition, he kept shaking his head.

When I became ill again and caught passers－by as Pei Zhao, the doctor told Carl firmly： "Boss Carl, Miss Li must leave Haicheng, otherwise, it will never get better. Everything here will stimulate her reaction."

At this point, the doctor paused： "Haicheng still lacks experience in this area of treatment. Most of them can only be controlled by drugs, which will also lead to side effects. I know a doctor in the United States who is very experienced in this area. Boss Carl can take Miss Li to the United States to give it a try."

Carl took down what the doctor said.

This time, I was really taken out of the country by Carl, leaving Haicheng and going to Philadelphia, USA, because the doctor lived in Philadelphia.

Is the leading psychiatric authority in the United States.

This time, Carl did not choose the normal flight, but chose the business plane to prevent me from harassing anyone. He also accompanied me to the United States with bodyguards and doctors at random.

My mental state is jet lag.

However, my attitude towards Carl has never been better. Apart from indifference, there will be no second emotional reaction. Even looking at Carl, I feel tired.

But at night, I can‘t help but want to use Carl to warm my body and have sex with Carl, so that I can completely leave the world that makes me almost irritable.

My state of mind has also been completely deformed.

On several occasions, under the condition that I couldn‘t bear it, I took a knife and streaked deeply across my wrist. When the blood poured out, I screamed, but with different pleasure.

I am in this strange city. I don‘t know how many times I enter and leave the hospital and how many times I have been found.