"""When I was sleeping with Zhao, all I could think about was how Carl kissed me when I cheated on him. I was ashamed and embarrassed, but I couldn‘t stop that overflowing emotions. Carl had me over and over again, and I begged him for mercy： let me go, please. The only response that I could get was those cruel words： “I’ll let you go when I get tired of you.” And what appeared in the mirror was me with an intoxicating expression."