I want to live again, I think, next time I don‘t even have the courage to die.

It turns out that death is really a terrible thing.

It turns out that death can really kill people little by little without willpower.

… …

In my ear, there was the sound of doctors rescuing me.

In the end, I felt nothing, and there was no sound any more. My closed eyes would not open again, and my heartbeat would not beat again. My brain was deadlocked, but it was only the last time.

It‘s over.

White cloth covered my face and I was pushed out and sent to the cold morgue.

All my life, that‘s all.

But when I died, what I didn‘t expect was that Carl and Carl had buried me in Carl family‘s cemetery, and his position was my husband‘s.

Carl resigned as president of Bo‘s Group.

When facing the reporter, he just said calmly： "I have lived for power and money all my life. I have lost too much. For the rest of my life, I hope to accompany her through. This is her wish. I want to atone for the first half of my life."

Atonement.

What a good word.

A person‘s life is not to live for all kinds of pressures and purposes.

Perhaps atonement is also a word.

Carl accompanied my grave for a long time, with my belongings, as if with me, leaving footprints in cities one by one.

Many years later, a lonely old man stopped at the foot of Matterhorn Peak and looked at the nearby glacier paradise, quietly.

He said： "If there is an afterlife, I am willing to live it."

But in this world, there is no regret medicine and no afterlife.

May all people, all their lives, be able to live in peace and stability, happiness and peace.

Haicheng, St. Mary‘s Hospital.

When the doctor stood in front of Carl, his face was gray, and the prison guards on one side were also standing, as cold and sweaty as before. No one dared to say anything.

"I don‘t believe it!" Carl shouted angrily, "No matter how much money, how much price, I will let her live!"

In a word, the more people present, the more dare not breathe.

Summer committed suicide in prison, and Carl angry almost everyone who could be angry.

People in the prison could not escape. Carl‘s lawyer accused Summer of mental torture in the prison. People in the hospital were accused by Carl of poor medical skills.

Everyone involved in this matter is trembling with fear.

People in the prison did not expect that Summer, who looked so normal, would choose to commit suicide in such a solemn and stirring way. When the prison police found out, they pushed the door and entered. The picture was almost shocking.

It was not just a tragic scene, but Summer‘s ferocity in cutting off his wrist with a knife.

How hard it takes to do such a thing.

However, Summer‘s face did not show any pain, but was serene. Such a picture had never been seen before in these early warnings for so many years.

Summer was not the first person to commit suicide, but he seemed to be the most frank person to face suicide.

When Summer was sent to the hospital, his life was on the line. Normal doctors would choose to give up under such circumstances, but Carl would not allow him.

Because Carl did not allow it, the doctor did his best to rescue it, and the final result was still the same.

"Boss Carl－" The doctor stood in front of Carl in embarrassment and fear and crustily skin of head explained, "When Miss Li arrived, the major arteries were broken and the blood on her body was almost empty. Under such circumstances, we really did our best."

… …

After the doctor‘s words fell, the silence at the scene had reached the point of being sinister.

"Roll－－" whispered Carl.

The people around him did not dare to stop for a moment. Even Li Xu, who had followed Carl for many years, hurried away. Carl stood quietly outside the operating room.

He did not know how long he had stood, and his mood gradually calmed down.

In other words, it was endured by Carl.

He really couldn‘t believe it. He couldn‘t believe Summer left himself in such a decisive way. It was precisely because everyone felt that no one could touch Summer‘s bottom line. He always felt that she was a person who wouldn‘t do such extreme things no matter what.