Suddenly, the man took out his hand rapidly. My lips were instantly clenched by him. He licked me carefully and kissed my chin pitifully. Before I could respond, my seat was put flatwise.

Xi Jingnan reached out his hand and rubbed my chin. He reached his fingers down and put them on my breasts for a long time before he sighed： “Where have you been in the past year? Tao, I miss you. You’ve left me for another whole year.”

Right, the man I loved had double personality.

He had two sides.

One side of him loved me.

The other side of him hated me.

But there was only a sprinkling of time when he loved me.

This was also why I was willing to be tormented beside him, leaving him to humiliate and betray me and be his underground lover for three years.

But this was not the reason for me to forgive him.

He tormented my body, and tramped my dignity. I swore that I would make that cool Xi Jingnan taste the bitterness that I used to feel.

I lay on the copilot seat, and sized him up. He looked delicate and handsome. His eyes were mild, contrary to the man who had told me to go away. I had been around him for so long that I always had an illusion, that was not him.

I stared at this side of Xi Jingnan with moist eyes. He raised his hands and pinched my temple softly, then lowered his head and kissed me slowly： “Tao, why do you cry? You’ve been away from me for a year, and I shall be the one crying.”

I had never left him.

He just never remembered me.

I did the indescribable thing with Xi Jingnan in the car. He came around at the most critical moment. Seeing me under him and his movements of raising the waist, he was struck dumb and presently burst into anger.

He pressed me and we made love for a long time while he cursed me for seducing him.

But he never thought about who would dare to press upon him?!

Since I killed Chen Xixuan, Xi Jingnan was biased towards me. So he couldn’t accept the truth and was blind to the grievance I nursed. In his mind, I had always been nursing a viper in my bosom.

I was as good as dead when I was pressed by him and making love with him. My whole body was filled with his traces. After he had had enough of it, he ped me on the shoulder of the road, and drove away.

He even didn’t leave a piece of clothes for me.

I curled up my body and sat on the curb. My hatred for Xi Jingnan grew deeper and deeper, and all I thought about was how to deal with him.

On that winter night, when I was frozen to death, Hu Yang discovered me. He took off his clothes and wrapped me up. Then he hove a sigh： “You were in poor health, why did you have to stay around him to be tortured by him? Why do you treat yourself like this?”

I couldn’t see Hu Yang in my eyes, there was only Jingnan’s figure in me. I smiled faintly and said： “He has to repay what he had owed me!”

Hu Yang took me to the hospital. I had been feeling complicated in the hospital, but I always knew clearly what step I should take next!

But I missed the Xi Jingnan that loved me.

It had been a year, and I finally saw him again.

My past stories with Xi Jingnan were complicated to speak of.

But one thing was clear, we loved each other, he used to promise me lifetime prosperity and good health.

We had done everything that an ordinary couple would do.

As he was eight years older than me, he had always been winking at me.

He had never scolded me loudly, and never given me heartbreaks.

But things were different now.

Now, Xi Jingnan hated me to the core.

He would only be too eager to torture me to death so as to ask me to apologize to Chen Zixuan.

Hah, Lu Tiao wanted to marry him, didn’t she?

He dodged me like I was dirty, didn’t he?

Such being the case, I persisted in marrying him!

I wanted to be Mrs. Xi honorably!

On the second day in hospital, I received a phone call from my lawyer. He asked me to sign a contract in the company, after which I could become a shareholder of Mo’s family.

But before this, Xi Jingnan gave me a call.

He asked me coldly： “What happened last night?”

I asked coldly： “What do you mean?”

“Why would I make love with you in the car?”

Xi Jingnan had started to doubt himself.