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第20章 Chapter 20 Shape up or ship out
"They want freedom, because they don‘t have pressure. But I am different, as you know, no income, I can‘t even pay my mother‘s medical bill. People like me don‘t deserve freedom at all." At this moment, I was very helpless to lower head.
"So, here‘s an opportunity for you, if you say yes, the contract will be gone, and you can have a good life. But if you don‘t... "Sister Hong’s laugh let me understand those words behind.
I knew that the reason why she found me was that she mastered my weakness, so she tested me with the contract, and then she talked to me about the terms, forced me to agree.
"What is the opportunity? I asked she.
Sister Hong hooked a finger, let me closer mysteriously.
I came forward near her, she whispered in my ear. What she said shocked me, she asked me to seduce Shen Jinnian then become his woman as a spy, thus with me to control Shen Jinnian, her power would be greater and greater.
I was very hesitant, because Shen Jinnian did not look for me for a long time. I had no idea where he was and how to seduce him.
"Sister Hong, I am unable to do." I said.
"I believe you. From what I know about men, I can see that he likes you. Otherwise, he would not have sex with you or bring you home. Only patience, he will be initiative to want you.” Sister Hong smiled to clap my shoulder then took the contract to walk away.
When I really lived in Shen Jinnian‘s house, she would come to talk to me again. And on my way back home, I was in a mess that what I should do.
In the following time, I had been asking about the whereabouts of Shen Jinnian. It was quite uneasy to master some information that he often went to the Imperial Bar to drink at night.
So, I went there every night for almost half a month. On this evening, I finally met him, but It was good way by playing the battered-body trick instead of taking the initiative to say hello.
The first initiative accosted a strange drunk man, he can‘t stand my temptation so to tear my clothes to pieces under crowds’ nose, with intention to press me to the ground.
At this time, Shen Jinnian came over and beat the man hard, and then took me away.
Possessing the features of Yuwan, I wouldn’t be left alone by him. So, I followed him home again, then the drunken, confused feelings had him screw with me again.
The night, I performed exceptionally well, what’s more we hadn’t seen for a long time, Shen Jinnian‘s fresh feeling of me was still there, we had a wonderful time. So that on the next morning I still lay in his arms, he did not drive me away, I did not say to go, then I stayed here.
Sometimes he would go out for a whole day and come back. Sometimes he would not come back for a whole day. Sometimes he would be at home all day. I was careful to stay with him and only did what I had to do.
On the seventh day, he put his finger against my chin and asked me, "Woman, why don‘t you go home?"
"I don‘t wanna go. Only wanna stay with you."
I boldly said, in fact I was afraid but also shy.
The feeliing like as my puppy love. I only had an ex-boyfriend but affection ended. I tend to that I would never believe in love and I could not encounter my Mr. Charming. Till Shen Jinnian entered into my life, I was sure I fell in love with him, unable to extricate themselves.
But at the same time, my love was with a purpose, although I have no malice. But I had to be Sister Hong’ ear to get what she wanted.
"How do you know I’ll keep you?" Shen Jinnian continued to ask me, his voice was so low.
I shook my head. The truth is, the unknown self-confidence, perhaps I didn’t have self-confidence, I had just without hesitation.
At this time, he did not wait for my answer, once again with his domineering lips around my mouth, wrapped around my waist, he claimed frantically to me, and I tried to cater to his every move.
It wasn‘t until we were lying in bed, dripping with sweat, that he said to me, "how about you play the hero in the Dop-dead Gorgeous Season 2?"
I thought he was joking with me, so I replied, “If hero is you, I‘ll take it."
By the next day, he took me to the site. The Dop-dead Gorgeous Season 2 had started to be shot two days before, he announced I instead of WuShasha became the heroin me directly. Wu Shasha vented her spleen on set for a long time was useless, because this was Shen Jinnian unilateral decision, and no one can challenge it.
The hero was also replaced by Shen Jinnian, which was really a very funny thing.
Of course, this thing was only at that time I felt funny, but later his chat made me sentimental.
As we sat in the car, he asked me, "Do you think I was impulsive and curious? And had a lot of questions?"
He probably wanted to talk to me about it, so he asked so. Yes, I was curious very much.
"Can you tell me why?” I asked him.
Shen Jinnian had been looking ahead, his hands have been grasping the steering wheel tightly while he explained to me, his mood seems very heavy.
Currently, I just knew that all were related to Yuwan.
They were both graduates of the same film university, those days they were both playing small roles. It was hard, but they were happy.
They owned the same dream to become a famous star and let everyone envy.
They tied themselves up together in university, but few people were aware of their relationship. And even then they became a little bit famous, because they never worked together and no one knew they were lovers, so they couldn‘t find gossip about them online.
Before 7 years at that time, Shen Jinnian had been well known, was invited to play a idol drama. In the meantime Shen Jinnian only raised a requirement that Yuwan played the heroine, or he did not play. But Yuwan‘s fame was nothing at all, so t was hard for Yuwan to play the heroine. later the director agreed. But a good deed turned miserable that Yuwan had an accident on the set, died on the spot.
Since then Shen Jinnian always believed that he killed Yuwan, if not he insisted that Yuwan played the heroine, she would not die.
The tragedy caused a very strongly psychological effect on shen jinnian, from then on, he chose to retire in his most popular time, set up his own film and television company.
For so many years, he didn’t found a girlfriend, had not been in love. Everyone commented he was abnormal, some people guessed he disliked women. But no one knew his heart is so lonely.
"So, Wu Shasha and I are only her shadow." I asked with sympathetic tears in my eyes.
He wasn‘t angry either. He turned around. "so, when you know the truth, are you still willing to be her shadow?"
Yeah! To become the shadow of another person was a very painful thing, and I clearly knew it, but I was still willing to fly like a moth to the flame, I was still willing to stay in his side.
I nodded, Shen Jinnian took the car away, he also told me that the reason why he wanted to act with me in the Dop-dead Gorgeous Season 2 was also to fulfill the former dream. In brief, what he did all because of the woman called Yuwan.
Even though the beauty had faded away, we who were still alive had become her shadow and can never change the fact.
In the following days, it seemed that every day was a very simple, regular day. I was kept by shen jinnian, yes, can only use these two words “keep mistress” to describe the relationship between us.
He afforded all my expenses, and my mother treatment’s expenses. All I had to do was to obediently be the shadow of the woman, and I would do whatever he asked me to do.
I didn’t know whether I was happy or not, maybe I am lonely most of the time.
We went to the set every day to do each day’s shooting of the Dop-dead Gorgeous Season 2. Wu Shasha came to kick up a row several times. At the beginning Shen Jinnian was nice to her just to put her away, but after a long time Shen Jinnian commanded to stop her outside directly and even had kept her suddenly disappeared in the entertainment circle. Nobody knew where did she go. As time went by, she was forgotten.
Sister Hong also gave me the contract, the only requirement was letting me stay in Shen Jinnian’s side, as long she need me, I must spare no effort to help her to do this thing.
I and she did not sign any agreement again, no matter how, killing me was as easy as killing the ant. She didn’t worry I ran away, nor violate her words. But for Shen Jinnian I was very guilty, although I did not hurt him, feeling strange in my mind.
It took us half a year to finish the Dop-dead Gorgeous Season 2, in which I cooperated with Shen Jinnian.
The second film was more popular than the first. Because the Shen Jinnian returned, itself was a topic and the first preheated, the second stirred a heating hit, and I also had become the domestic first-line star, my value rose up now. My weibo fans from more than one hundred million suddenly increased to more than five thousand million. All in all, thanks to Shen Jinnian.
Shen Jinnian didn’t restrict my development, as long as I was willing to take a play, he will not stop me. But there was a requirement that I can not have physical contact with other men, so as long as there was sex play, I must use a stand-in.
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