The first time I had sex with a man was in my junior year. On the grass by the river, Wang Qiang pressed me under his body. His hands swam all over my body, and his lips and teeth fell greedily on my chest. He touched me with the strength of his waist again and again.

He said that I was the most special woman he‘s ever seen in his life and he liked to be with me. Then he hugged me tightly with all his strength.

Just for this words, I endured the pain of being torn apart and catered to his every entering. This was my first time, and I gave it to him who taught me how to be a woman.

That year, I was 22!

Six months later, I was abandoned by this man. He said that every time I did it with him, my body was hard like a corpse. My part was also very dry. He hugged the college intern who had just graduated and smiled at me.

At that time, I jumped at the shameless couple, hoping to kill this man. There was no good mem in the world. All men are lower half－body animals.

At that time, Wang Qiang slapped me in the face and told me to get out of his world. Then I broke up with him.

But at this point, my mother was seriously ill and needed a lot of money for the operation. I had a good life in the past six months, but I didn‘t have much money.

Without working experience, I couldn’t find a job everywhere. I was almost desperate.

When I was in such a hurry, I met Sister Hong who came from my hometown. She said that she had a quick job there if I was willing to do it .

I asked her if this job lawful or not? I won‘t do anything illegal. Sister Hong assured me that it depended on my ability to make money. As long as I work hard enough, it‘s not a problem to earn hundreds of thousands of dollars a day.

My mother needs a lot of money. It was really not easy to raise me from childhood. I can‘t leave her alone. So I decided to work for Sister Hong.

Sister Hong told me that this was a serious job and I needed to sign a contract. The contract was at least five years. I couldn‘t change my job for five years. After all I really had no way to earn money. Since I could make money and this was a lawful job, I signed it.

When Sister Hong took me to the set at the first day, I was quite excited. This was the first time I saw a big star with my own eyes. For the first time, I knew how a movie and a TV series made.

From an early age, everyone said that I was born beautiful. My ample butt was like peaches, and my face was tender enough. If I go to the entertainment industry, I can certainly become a popular star. Now it seems that my opportunity was coming. Since I had Sister Hong to introduce me to others, maybe one day I can be really popular.

Just as I was overjoyed, Sister Hong pointed to the naked women running around on the set. She told me that my job was the same as theirs, a naked stand－in. My whole life was going to fall apart.

In fact, I was a very conservative woman, not to mention being naked in front of hundreds of people. If I wear a slightly explicit clothes, I will also feel very shy and dare not go out.

Maybe because I was conservative, I was abandoned by my boyfriend!

At that time, I said I won‘t do it and I can‘t do it.

Sister Hong pulled me aside and told me that I have signed the contract. If I don’t do it, I will pay the liquidated damages of 10 million dollars.

10 million? I was afraid I couldn‘t earn it all my life, and I cried at that time.

When she saw me crying, her attitude got a little better. She said that actually this business was not so difficult. There are a lot of people doing it. Besides, my mother was waiting for money in the hospital.

She patted me on the shoulder, and I understood right away. She had already knew everything about me, then she would have done this to me, knowing that I could not run away.

In this way, I was very reluctant to do naked stand－in under Sister Hong, but I was thinking about how to escape from this place all the time.

The only thing supporting me was my mother lying in the ward. In order to save her, I was willing to work hard. As long as she gets better, I believe there must be a way to escape from here.

On the set, my job was the lowest, and I knew everyone looked down on me and thought I was a bad woman. Frankly, I was not even as good as an animal.

Today, I had a rape scene. A big man pressed me to the ground, and his two hands were everywhere on my body. His head was buried in my breast, and his desire has already rise and poked me several times.