She knew it was cheap, she knew it was bad, she knew it, she knew it all.

But so what?

Not worth a word, an expression, an action, even a look.

"Mm－hmm." Bite your lips, Bailoran nodded hard.

Rowan opened the co－pilot‘s door and looked at her.

She hurried over and bent to sit in.

Closing the door, he bypassed the car and got into the driver‘s seat.

Start the car and leave rowan family.

Rowan took Bailoran to a fancy restaurant for dinner.

They seem to have gone back to the days before their engagement.

Red wine, steak, flowers, music.

Everything is like a dream.

After sipping the wine, Rowan suddenly said, "Loran, you are a little different to me."

The heart suddenly missed a beat, and Bailoran looked at him in disbelief. "Rowan, you, are you serious?"

Is she really different to him?

What is the proportion of this difference in his mind?

Is it possible to surpass Claudia after a long time and after her efforts?

She wants to know, desperately wants to know.

As long as there is a glimmer of hope, she is willing to try hard.

"Uh－huh." Put down the glass, Rowan looked at her, "because, you are very like a person."

"I am like a person?"

Like riding a roller coaster, Bailoran‘s heart fell from the sky to the bottom.

She is different to him just because she is like a person?

"Rowan, you, you said something different, just, just because I‘m like... just because of this?"

Bai Luolan‘s pale face and forced smile made people feel distressed.

Under the table, she squeezed her fingers tightly and her teeth almost bit her lips to pieces.

I don‘t want to be tempted, but I just want this difference to be a little special.

But in the end...

Why is he so cruel to her?

"Nothing else. If it weren‘t for your resemblance to her, I wouldn‘t have looked at you again."

"Oh!" With a mockery and a low smile, Bailoran nodded, "I know, everything you have to me is, because I know."

"Sorry."

"No need." Taking a deep breath, she looked up at Rowan. "I really don‘t need to be sorry. I‘m very happy to have something like her. At least, you can still look at me, can‘t you?"

There is something wrong with her tone and attitude.

Rowan knew that what she said at the moment was not true.

"Loran."

"I‘m really fine, really." Bai Luolan kept saying that he was fine and it didn‘t matter.

In order to prove this is true, she picked up the knife and fork again and smiled and said, "Let‘s eat quickly. Steak is very delicious. If you don‘t eat it, it won‘t taste good when it gets cold. Eat, eat."

Cut it casually and put a large piece into your mouth.

Bailoran chewed hard, but the steak was too big to chew.

She sucked her nose and could not swallow it or spit it out.

"I‘m sorry..."

With a vague remark, she suddenly stood up and ran towards the bathroom as if she were running away.

Pushing open the bathroom door, Bailoran threw himself into the compartment and vomited at the toilet.

I feel that my insides are going to be vomited out.

Outside the cubicle, a female guest knocked on the door gently. "Miss, are you all right?"

Waving her hand, she pulled out a paper towel and wiped her mouth. "It‘s okay."

"Miss, this is what a gentleman asked me to give to you."

The female guest said, handing over a cup of warm water, "Rinse your mouth."

"Thank you." After receiving the water, Bailoran held the cup tightly.

Why?

It is better to be more rude directly.

She may be able to really give up.

It happened that she had to give alms to this filar warmth and let her continue to be cheap.

At the edge of the sink, he scooped up cold water and washed his face. Bai Luolan looked at himself in the mirror. His face was not like a human being, but like a ghost.

When she tidied herself up and came out of the bathroom, Rowan was still sitting in her seat waiting for her.

Walking past, Bailuolan picked up the satchel on the seat next to him. "Sorry, I‘m a little uncomfortable. I want to go first."