However, Zhou Huai‘an continued, "If his son dies, you will probably be relieved a lot. Summer, I don‘t know a lot of things clearly, but I can feel that this child has put a lot of pressure on you. I have heard some rumors outside, but I haven‘t got your affirmation."

I froze： "…"

"I will ask these questions, but I believe in karma." Zhou Huai‘an said quietly, "Everyone‘s fate has been decided at the moment of birth. So, be relieved, summer."

"My child－" I endured screaming and asked Zhou Huai‘an.

Across the phone, Zhou Huai‘an could not have seen my reaction： "Your child was later found by someone, because it was premature, so it was all handled by the hospital. If the family members did not propose to take it back, they would not take it back. Carl family did not do so."

Me： "…"

"So, I‘m sorry, I can‘t find it. When I confirm the news, he has been incinerated." Zhou Huai‘an sighed.

"When Peizhao took me away, I was stimulated to give birth prematurely, wasn‘t I?" I asked Zhou Huai‘an, "I‘m sorry, senior, I lied to you. I‘m not in a good state of mind during this period of time, so some memories are missing, but I know, you know, you tell me, okay?"

When I said this, I obviously felt Zhou Huai‘an gasped.

Obviously, I didn‘t expect such a thing to happen to me.

I thought Zhou Huai‘an would tell me the truth when I said it. As a result, Zhou Huai‘an was silent beyond my expectation.

"Senior." My name is Zhou Huai‘an.

It took a long time for Zhou Huai‘an to open his mouth： "summer, don‘t think about these bad past. It is king to start over. Whether it‘s Pei Zhao or the child in your belly, I think they all hope you can start over. Even if you are alone, you can walk well."

I didn‘t say anything.

"Those things are not necessarily good memories for you." Zhou Huai‘an said lightly, "I can‘t cut your wound bloody again, so don‘t think foolishly. Besides, many things I know are incomplete. All I know is that you asked me to go to Pei Zhao, that Pei Zhao is dead, that you are premature, and that other things, even if I said so, are fabricated."

"..."

"And Carl‘s son, because my friend is in St. Mary‘s again, that‘s why I know some news." Zhou Huai‘an explained, "There is no certainty, I will not say anything."

… …

In a word, I understood the meaning of Zhou Huai‘an‘s words.

Just like the doctor told me. Since I have ive amnesia, it means that the content of these memories may be fatal trauma to me.

It is better not to think of it than not to think of it.

But the more so, the more curious I am.

Memories of anything, people who can bloody let me know the truth around me refuse to remind me. I know that Carl‘s heart is also resistant.

Resistance reminds me of those memories.

What is it?

I covered my head and just lay on the bed.

All the people on it are from the Bo Group.

The news of Carl‘s son‘s death is only an introduction. The rest is that Bo established the foundation.

Naturally, I also saw Carl.

This man is still in high spirits and has no sadness at all because of the death of the child. At least, from my point of view, I can‘t see this man‘s sadness.

What kind of heart is it that can attend all kinds of pictures with such indifference when one‘s child dies?

At least I know that I have seen the news related to children before, especially the tragic news, and I dare not look at it at all.

Is this the difference between men and women?

Or, this is Carl‘s cruel side.

After all, if Carl is not like this, it is impossible for Boshi Group to stand safe and sound for such a long time in such blood shed.

I closed my eyes.

But the word "leukemia" really haunts me like a nightmare.

For a long time, I have not been freed from this situation.

… …