I understood the kind of compassionate eyes when Bo Zhan looked at me.

Bo Zhan knows better than anyone that I am just a victim, so Bo Zhan said those words, which seemed to give me hope but were actually words of despair.

I am a pawn. How can a pawn come to the end?

When it is used up, this pawn will be destroyed.

No wonder Carl is Bo Zhan‘s favorite grandson, because Carl has learned 100 ％ similarity to Bo Zhan‘s cruelty and ruthlessness, even worse.

It‘s all a trap.

My heart, already cold completely unable to move.

I looked at the people on the screen with their own thoughts. Suddenly, I was so quiet.

The reporter‘s microphone was already aimed at Carl. When Carl was asked when he would get married, Deng Frame looked at Carl, but his eyes were extremely gentle. Of course, there were more expectations.

My palm was slightly clenched into a fist, and my palm was thus pinched into the sofa.

It seems that I want to know Carl‘s answer more than Dunframe.

Results－

Carl looked at the reporter coldly： "If there is good news, I will announce it to the public."

This means that Carl and Deng Frame will not get married for the time being. I was slightly shocked and felt incredible. After all, Deng frame painstakingly came to this step, even thin war has affirmed Deng frame, not to mention, they even have children.

Carl should be jubilant to prepare for a century wedding.

As a result, the wedding date is far away?

But what does this have to do with me?

I am tired of these people appearing in my sight, whether in life or on the screen, that kind of feeling, really disgusting makes me nauseous.

I couldn‘t help it any more. I turned off the TV directly and ran to the bathroom quickly. I held the toilet in my arms and vomited until all the bile came out. Only then did I gasp for breath.

Living is really more painful than dying.

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During my stay in the apartment, Zhou Huai‘an didn‘t take the initiative to find me, but he would call me every day to tell me the progress. Zhou Huai‘an was really trying to help me do this.

The progress of each day gives my heart a glimmer of hope.

Because the expedition team and the Public Security Bureau went down to look for Pei Zhao, but they never found Pei Zhao‘s body. As long as they did not see the body, it proved that there was still hope.

And there will be no wild animals in that place.

I will pray that Pei Zhao has been rescued. When Pei Zhao recovers, he will naturally appear in front of everyone.

In the end, I was disappointed.

Zhou Huai‘an found me on the 18th day after I returned to my apartment.

When I heard the knock on the door of the apartment, I was slightly surprised. I didn‘t think anyone would come to me. My friends were very few. After this, I hardly had any contact with anyone.

As a result, when I opened the door and saw Zhou Huai‘an, my heart trembled.

Zhou Huai‘an‘s face became more and more serious. He looked at me like this. My heart suddenly fell to the bottom, but my expression was still calm.

"Senior, why are you here?" But I couldn‘t stop the trembling in my heart, and the voice changed accordingly.

Zhou Huai‘an didn‘t come in, bowed his head, seemed to hesitate, I let a body, Zhou Huai‘an wanted to think, or followed in.

I poured water for Zhou Huai‘an, but he didn‘t drink it. None of us broke this silence.

It took a long time for Zhou Huai‘an to look at me with a sigh： "summer, be prepared psychologically."

"What?" I reluctantly smiled, "What else should I do to prepare for this?"

"We have found Peizhao." Zhou Huai‘an said every word very clearly.

I suddenly looked at Zhou Huai‘an, and my voice finally trembled： "Is he okay? Which hospital? I‘m going to see him."

I think selfishly of the best result in my heart.

However, Zhou Huai‘an‘s expression told me that I really thought too well.

"I‘m sorry, we did our best." Zhou Huai‘an said calmly, "Pei Zhao was seriously injured after falling down, but he was rescued by the members of the passing mountaineering team in the first place. However, his brain and internal organs were seriously damaged. After all, at such a high height, everyone tried their best and still failed to save Pei Zhao."