At that time, I felt that the child had a hard life and would not leave me easily. But now, I don‘t have such an idea, because someone is holding a knife at any time, waiting for his birth.

Even, may not wait for his birth.

"Summer－" Pei Zhao‘s voice was even more urgent.

He had quickly walked up to me and picked me up directly. I already knew what had happened with the feeling of tightening my stomach and the sticky touch between my thighs.

"Don‘t scare me, I‘ll take you to the hospital." Peizhao‘s nervousness is not fake.

In Pei Zhao‘s eyes, I saw what we looked like at the beginning. The pain of a small fight would make this person feel distressed.

I slowly closed my eyes, because of the pain, I didn‘t even have the strength to speak.

Pei Zhao sent me to the hospital in the county seat as quickly as possible. The medical facilities in the county seat are not comparable to those in Haicheng, let alone the most high－end private hospitals like St. Mary.

I held my stomach in my arms, but I didn‘t let go. The child fought his life to kick around in his stomach. It was a cramped feeling.

"I‘m sorry, I‘m sorry－" I cried and apologized to the child in my belly. "Mommy won‘t let anything happen to you. Mommy is willing to give her life for you."

Pei Zhao held my hand tightly. His eyes were red and frightening. He followed the operation cart and ran all the way towards the operating room.

When the door of the operating room was closed, I heard the doctor ask Pei Zhao, "Do you want to protect adults or children?"

"Your Honor." This is Pei Zhao‘s voice without hesitation.

I closed my eyes.

Looking at Pei Zhao, who was locked outside the operating room, if this scene had happened before Carl and I met, would we not have come to this point today?

Before, I could never go back.

Everyone is trying to find the sense of being, but the past is the past.

The broken wound, no matter how you repair it, is always there, reminding you constantly how ugly everything happened.

I tried my best to open my eyes and look at the doctor and the bright operating lamp： "Help me keep the child, please."

This is my last begging.

The doctor looked at me with much impatience： "You are like this now, take good care of yourself first."

With that, the doctor stopped talking to me.

What came from my ears was the sound of mechanical collision. My heart was afraid again. I was afraid. My hands were constantly blessing my stomach and wanted to feel the familiar fetal movement.

I really don‘t want anything to happen to the child.

This child has nothing to do with Carl or anyone, but me. I don‘t want to lose my only bone and blood when I have no way out and no one can accompany me.

The solemn atmosphere in the operating room kept my heart tightly together.

I don‘t know what the future will be like.

As time goes by, in my opinion, the days are like years.

Until the doctor stopped his movements, the pain in the lower abdomen gradually disappeared, and my swollen stomach was still there, my heart breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctor looked at my expression and did not agree so： "don‘t you know what your situation is? I have to do this again. This time it is your luck. Your husband sent it early and one step later, not to mention the child. Your life is a problem."

I shed tears and kept saying, "Thank you, thank you."

The doctor was in the hospital and was accustomed to the indifference of interpersonal relationships. Everyone had stories that everyone could not tell. He waved his hand, obviously not interested, and turned around and went out.

I was sent out.

Peizhao is waiting for me at the door.

When he saw me coming out, Peizhao breathed a sigh of relief and quickly grasped my hand： "It‘s okay, it‘s okay."

I didn‘t speak, the relaxation after the panic has made me unable to say a word.

And Pei Zhao looked at my lower abdomen, which was still bulging, and finally sighed slightly invisible. "Summer, is it really worth it?"

I didn‘t answer Peizhao‘s question.

Is it worth it?

I asked myself a million times.

But every time you give yourself an answer, it is always worth it.

In my whole life, I lived humbly when I was in the Pei family, because I was a little orphan girl who had been foster care in the Pei family since childhood. When I left the Pei family, I was tough once, but I knew that I was still humble in front of Carl.