The heart beat faster and faster.

I was afraid that I had been found by Carl before I could leave.

It was not until I got on the bus and the car drove out of the hospital that I breathed a long sigh of relief. I looked at Peizhao subconsciously, but Peizhao‘s mood was still tense.

"I haven‘t left Haicheng yet." Pei Zhao said lightly, "It‘s not safe."

"You..." I don‘t know what to ask at the moment.

"That day, I watched Carl take you back. I would have been there for a long time, but I never saw you come out again. I thought, you are probably under house arrest." Pei Zhao took the initiative to explain, "So I have been waiting for an opportunity, waiting for an opportunity to take you away."

I looked at Peizhao in consternation.

"Summer, just because you know me doesn‘t mean I don‘t know you. After so many years of feelings with you and five or six years of husband and wife, I can‘t help but know what you think." Pei Zhao said neatly, "Under such circumstances, if you can bear it, then you are not Summer."

"..."

"All your patience has been used in the Pei family." Pei Zhao smiled wryly, "but I am such a person who does not know how to cherish it. Perhaps, I really missed it before I knew I regretted it and regretted it."

… …

Pei Zhao‘s words shocked me slightly. I just looked at Pei Zhao and sat quietly in the passenger seat, watching the scenery retreating in the window.

I don‘t understand the reason why Peizhao did this.

I have no use for Pei Zhao.

Under such circumstances, no matter how capable I am, it is impossible for Pei Zhao to make a comeback. The tacit understanding between husband and wife in those days cannot be repeated.

"Peizhao, do you want me to come back to you?" I asked Peizhao.

Pei Zhao‘s hand tightened the steering wheel, and the car was still driving steadily, but he didn‘t look at me. It took him a long time to answer： "I think, but I dare not do it, because I know I am not qualified."

I lowered my head and did not speak.

"From the moment I turned a blind eye to you, I probably did not qualify. Not to mention so many things that happened later." Pei Zhao said very lightly, also appear very calm.

"Then why do you still do this?" I continued to ask.

You know, it is the stupidest act to oppose Carl in Haicheng. Pei Zhao has been mixed up in this business circle for so long and knows this better.

Besides, for my sake, in Pei Zhao‘s concept, it should be even less worthwhile.

"Atonement." Pei Zhao only gave two words for a long time, "it is probably my conscience that cannot pass, so I have to atone for my sins. Otherwise, you will be in my dreams day and night, dreaming of how I am sorry for you."

This, said Pei Zhao himself laughed.

The atmosphere in the car is not good, but it is not bad either.

Along the way, I was scared. Although Pei Zhao did not show his emotions, I still could see Pei Zhao‘s nervousness through subtle details.

Everyone was afraid. Carl stopped us.

It was not until the car left Haicheng that Pei Zhao was obviously relieved, and I also relaxed.

"Where are we going?" I asked Peizhao.

"Pei‘s family has a main house in the state and county, but they have not lived for a long time and no one will go. Grandma and mother don‘t like it very much and are accustomed to the prosperity of big cities. Therefore, there is only one person left to guard the place, but it is no problem to live there."

Pei Zhao explained： "Outsiders do not know about this rented house, including Carl."

Naturally, I don‘t know.

I have never heard Pei Zhao say that I have not heard Pei‘s family mention the main house, but I have not asked much at such times.

I said I knew.

Peizhao continued to drive.

I suddenly remembered something and asked smoothly, "Where do your parents live now?"

Pei Zhao gave me a very light look： "Grandma can‘t stand the stimulation. In the hospital, my mother and father are serving Grandma, but my mother‘s body is just like that, so probably the most unhappy person is my father. The family is a mess."

"You－－"

"I didn‘t go back. If you go back, you will also be expelled. In their view, I am their only hope." Pei Zhao said it was very self－deprecating.