Carl does not return to the apartment all the year round. I will always be the only one in the apartment with groups of servants, but the only difference is that Carl will not ignore my existence and occasionally give me a phone call.

It seems that Carl‘s popular control has reached its peak.

When I was wandering and uneasy, Carl would always call me and give me a few soft words to appease me.

This kind of appeasement engulfed all my irritability and uneasiness. Even, I didn‘t ask why Carl didn‘t come back.

Because in the TV news, I can always see Carl coming and going.

Bo‘s record has been considerable one by one. Under such record, Carl is the most tired face.

The position of president of Bo‘s family is that an outsider looks very beautiful, but he knows how hard a job he has. Compared with ordinary people, perhaps Carl pays much more than these people.

Bathroom, those words, I completely pressed down.

I quietly guarded this part of the apartment and patiently waited for the day Carl came back.

Even, I didn‘t tell Carl that as my stomach gradually became obvious, all kinds of bad emergency reactions came. It has an absolute relationship with previous abortions, and my situation is always unstable.

The prenatal doctor screwed his eyebrows every time he saw me.

However, I looked at the doctor carefully. The doctor did not have the heart to say much, and the words were implicit.

I didn‘t ask.

I know that as long as Carl is here, the doctor will not dare to let me have an accident, but every time I leave the hospital, I will carefully touch my stomach.

The swollen lower abdomen, although in the spacious maternity clothes, can‘t see anything, but I inexplicably more than a kind of illusory feeling.

It‘s like this child didn‘t exist at all.

This kind of idea can always make me panic.

However, when people in the hospital saw me, they all had some pity. There were very few parturients like me who came to the prenatal examination with servants. They were followed by either their husbands or their families.

I‘m used to it.

I lowered the brim of my hat and walked towards the outside of the hospital.

The feeling of vertigo became obvious again.

During this period of time, I passed out silently in the apartment several times, but no one found out that the servants thought I was asleep in the room.

Because I am very quiet, except the restaurant, I spend most of my time in the bedroom.

Every time, I have to wake up slowly.

When I woke up, everything made me feel so unreal.

And this groggy feeling is the precursor of my vertigo.

I don‘t want people to know, and I don‘t want to force Carl back for such reasons. It feels like I‘m playing tricks.

I endured it for a long time and kept holding my forehead to ease this mood.

After that, I asked the driver to take me to the mall. I wanted to buy something for my children in the afternoon. When I was pregnant at first, I didn‘t have the consciousness to be a mother, so I didn‘t think about buying anything for my child.

As the belly gets bigger and bigger, this feeling becomes more and more obvious.

In particular, the doctor told me that what was in my stomach was a little girl, and my joy was self－evident. I want a daughter, like my daughter, I can accompany her to wear mother－daughter clothes, when she grows up, accompany me to go shopping.

This kind of picture, let me unconsciously bend the corners of my mouth.

Soon, the driver took me to the mall.

The bodyguard naturally followed me. I didn‘t care. I strolled through several baby brands that had done my homework and chose the style I liked, but I had to ensure that the quality of each piece of clothes met the standards for babies.

Soon, I finished choosing my clothes and checked out.

Because of pregnancy, the feeling of bladder being oppressed made me put down my things and went directly to the bathroom.

After I had solved my physiological needs, I stood up and the feeling of vertigo came again.

I have been calm for a long time.

I thought I was all right, but as a result, at the door of the bathroom, I felt drowsy again, which made me unable to help it any more. My sole was soft and I exclaimed aloud.

As a result, I fell into a warm embrace and avoided the mess of falling to the ground the next second.