Apart from three meals a day, there are afternoon tea and evening snacks.

The nurse who used to be cynical to me everywhere has been completely replaced by an older nurse, but she is extremely gentle and patient with people.

Not much, but let me feel much more comfortable.

Even every time I bring things to you smiling, and then leave quietly. Come again at about the same time. Pack up what I have eaten.

My appetite was not big at all. After being fed like this, I soon felt full.

No matter how delicious the meal is, when I eat it, I shake my head.

It was a protest that could no longer be eaten. I don‘t want to ravage my own stomach.

As a result, what the older nurse said shocked me： "This is your husband‘s kindness, and you can‘t live up to it. Besides, a woman‘s miscarriage is to make up for it. There is nothing impossible, really."

This is to comfort me.

As long as I have served in this ward, I know that the probability of giving birth again is too low to be lower. Everyone will look at me sympathetically.

To be unable to have children is to be rejected by rich and powerful families.

But no one has ever been able to speak to me so gently to appease my restlessness.

But I know that the point I heard was not this, but "you sir" in the nurse‘s mouth. My husband is Peizhao. Peizhao arranged all this?

I gradually quieted down, and the delicious food in my mouth became dull.

Everything Pei Zhao arranged now seems to me to have given me a candy and then poison. However, it gives me sweet before bitter, and even has no right to resist.

"You said that my husband arranged this?" I couldn‘t help asking the nurse.

"Yes." The nurse gave a positive answer, "You are really blessed to marry such a gentleman and prepare three meals so carefully. These are all the most suitable for people after childbirth and can recover wounds and physical strength as quickly as possible."

The nurse didn‘t say, I really didn‘t notice.

But the nurse‘s words made me hesitate.

I don‘t believe that this was prepared by Pei Zhao. How could a man who has long been tempted by other women do these things for me?

But the nurse said it with absolute certainty.

In the end, I fell silent. In the nurse‘s eyes, I ate small bites until I really couldn‘t eat any more, and the nurse stopped reluctantly and took out the dinner plate in front of me.

For a long time, I was immersed in the nurse‘s words. It was not a kind of relief, but a kind of unprovoked tension.

Today is also my last day in hospital.

However, the Pei family did not show up during the whole process. I did not even know where I would go back after leaving the hospital.

Sink, I calmed down a little bit.

Where I left flustered, I will go back. I can‘t help but fight and lose. I voluntarily give up everything that originally belonged to me.

… …

The next day.

The ward was still quiet.

After the nurse brought breakfast and I finished eating, Director Cheng had already come in and carefully examined it for me again. His eyebrows twisted slightly.

I know the meaning in Director Cheng‘s eyes.

Because in the past few days, I have never had a good rest, but also tired to deal with all kinds of different people, how can I recover well, can live, is already lucky.

"Your body is your own. If you don‘t care, no one will love you." Director Cheng spoke to me earnestly.

I smiled at Director Cheng： "I know."

Director Cheng said nothing more, explained some matters needing attention when discharged from hospital, and then left the ward.

My discharge formalities were handled by myself.

When going through the discharge formalities, the nurses couldn‘t help whispering in a low voice. The words were sympathy for me. I knew, but I didn‘t expose them.

Only the middle－aged nurse who delivered the meal to me refuted for me： "You are sour grapes. Their husbands can deliver Michelin meals every day. Your husbands and boyfriends are still waiting for you to feed."